Still Not Perfect

Today I watched Garden State again. It is a wonderful film. One I can really relate to. I love how it doesn’t depend on formulaic explosions, sex, violence, etc. Instead it shows real life, with all it’s confusion, pain/release and quirky characters. Zach Braff writes/directs/stars along with Natalie Portman and a small but very effective supporting cast.

What I like so much about this film is that it doesn’t try to cram real life into the standard 3 act Hollywood template. Instead it adapts to the characters and their stories. That helps it to express the deep emotions of loss and release, and then to show the beginnings of Largeman’s re-finding himself. It shows intense emotion without being sappy. It resonates with the generations who have been drugged numb – pumped full of Ritalin, anti-depressants, etc. It helps them to realize that maybe there wasn’t anything actually wrong with them – maybe the problems their parents were trying to solve by drugging them into submission or sending them away were just regular growing up phases.

On top of that it is artfully composed. It’s visuals aren’t groundbreaking, but they fit together, and help tell the human side of the story. They show life in it’s reality, not through rose colored glasses. At the same time they help the tone not to be too dark.

The characters, though quirky and sometimes shallow, are quite lovable. They give us opportunities to laugh and wear a knowing smile, and a couple scenes later have us connecting with them at such a level that even I teared up (which is rare). The acting makes the struggles the story is about believable. We see the conflict that has been brewing for years between father and son, how the trauma of death brings it into the open again, and how absolute resolution isn’t the only way to deal with the situation (I love how it doesn’t cop out and give in to the obvious “everything’s alright” solution here). We see a couple falling in love. We see drugged up high-school buddies who haven’t moved on with their lives yet, but we also see them realize they’ve got more to look forward to.

I think it is one of those rare films that can connect with a whole generation. If you were born in the seventies to eighties this one is almost certainly for you. I think for many of us in those generations this film is as much a homecoming for us as it is for the main character – even if we didn’t grow up in New Jersey. No, this one isn’t probably going to win major acclaim, and no it isn’t groundbreaking in style or technique. But it is solid, dependable, and real. It doesn’t pull it’s punches, and it throws in just the right mix of Braff’s odd humor.

Sorry about our recent outage. One of the Memorial Day weekend lightning storms zapped our firewall’s motherboard. It took me a little while to figure out that the problem was the motherboard instead of the power supply. However, once I figured it out the part was suprisingly cheap ($9.99 for a motherboard with onboard UltraSCSI and onboard server class NIC, who would have guessed?). I guess the hardware is so old that the few vendors who still have parts left are trying to liquidate them. My UPS should have protected the whole system from the lightning strike, but for some reason it didn’t work as well as it should have. It kept the other two servers plugged into it up and running just fine, but the firewall got zapped. Maybe it is time to look for a better UPS, or maybe the surge came in through the cable modem (???). Or maybe I should count it as an acceptable risk for hosting at home instead of in a real data center.

Anyway, we’re back on line now thanks to cheap parts.